у меня крыша едет, жж глючит, или иннер джастин и впрямь удалила свой журнал??

[moveforever]

сабж, собственно
я зашла к ней decode дочитать, а мне жэжэшечка сказала - а хрен тебе, журнал удален
что бы это значило...
н-да
UPD: подниму, на всякий
кое-что прояснилось, хоть и не до конца, кое какие ссылки на ее фики в каментах

запись создана: 24.08.2010 в 22:38

@темы: буржуйский фандом, мать его

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[moveforever]

вдруг подумала, а вот вся та история ее, почему у нее ник такой, почему она так джастином прониклась, тоже ведь может быть выдумкой??

[Миралинда]

а что это за история?

[moveforever]

Миралинда
хотела ссылку дать - ХА!!
ДОСТУП К ЗАПИСИ ЗАКРЫТ!
да? понятно?

ну и раз уж у нас такая пьянка, то вот текст (у меня страница сохранена вся целиком, там еще фотки есть)), ну и наверное в Ксюшей залитом архиве это есть)
запись от 5 июля 2009 года
и, смотрите - my best friend Adam

*****

I originally got into QAF last March when I was sick. I had watched a few eps on LOGO but how can you really get the feel for the show thru commercials and edited hot men on men action sex scenes. HAHA. So my best friend Adam told me I HAD to watch this show and gave me season 1 to watch while I was out of work. And the rest is HISTORY. I literally watched the ENTIRE series in a matter of 2 weeks and I was addicted.

My love for "Justin" arose due to the fact I was coming to terms with my own bi-sexuality and the similarities between the character and I were uncanny. The over sensitivity, over dramatic bratty way he was in Season 1 was exactly how I was at 17. But at 21 I got into a near fatal car accident. I was hit on the passenger side ( I was the passenger) by another SUV doing 55 miles an hour. Our truck rolled 5 times and I was thrown from the vehicle through the windshield. I was in a coma for almost 2 weeks and when I awoke I found my self to have severe memory loss, a broken shoulder, and 3 broken ribs.

My recovery through that was a long journey. I still suffer from SEVERE short term memory loss, hand spasms so bad I sometimes can't even write with my right hand.

Watching another character, even though it being on a show and our situations being a little different, made me feel a little better about what I had gone thru.

So as my love for "Justin" grew as did my love for Randy!Pants.

The first time I ever went to see him/met him was at "Waiting for Godot" last year at BTF. It was my first time meeting him so I was so nervous and anxious and it didnt really go the way I had pictured. LOL

But I did get to meet him and talk with him for a brief moment.

After that came the many encounters I would soon have with Randy as I have been blessed to be able to do all these things, living so close to NYC. I am not going to go into detail about every time I have seen him but the "Thinking.." premiere, The Malcontent reading, Woman Beware Woman, Joe's pub the night of my bday and again in June, and the several times I went to see "The Singing Forest" were wonderful experiences that I am humbled to have been too.

My love for Randy comes from his talent and passion for what he does. He has meant a lot to me during this past year. Given me joy during really hard times and when I told him this at the opening weekend of TSF, he was so sweet and thanked me for my kind words. He really is an amazing person and I am a better person for have gotten to know the little I do know about him.

I cannot WAIT for BTF this summer and Ghosts

That's my little 2 cents on Randy. Oh And I will leave you with this....yes I am NUTS...
And for your viewing pleasure tho I am SURE you all have seen these before...here are two vids I shot the two times Randy was performing at Joe's Pub.....

[Миралинда]

Она рассказывала Ренди о своей болезни, как я поняла. Мне её жаль, если честно. У меня очень близкий и родной человек страдал такой формой нарушения психики что ли..это плохо закончилось.
Человек явно ищет помощи, явно не там, где надо.

[BloodVessel]

moveforever эта запись ведь из соо? и она теперь закрыта?

Прочитала то что выделено жирным шрифтом и сразу подумала - ну наверняка вранье всё это... Все эти сходства с Джастином явно специально придуманы... Фак, это жесть...

[moveforever]

эта запись ведь из соо? и она теперь закрыта?

ДА!

Все эти сходства с Джастином явно специально придуманы...

хотя пока не вылезла эта история как-то мне в голову и не приходило усомниться... потому что бывают и такие совпадения, почему нет...

это плохо закончилось.

((

а там и еще истории оказывается были, которые подвергнуты тепеь сомнению
- What about her childhood she has written of? Was that fake too?
- I've wondered about that too. That whole story about looking for her biological dad etc...and then all of the correspondence with Scott Lowell regarding being adopted.
- If that adoption story is just a big fat lie like everything else, and she actually used it to get close to a celebrity (and a SWEET one like Scott at that!!), then I really don't know what to say
- she did a similar thing in spn fandom with misha collins, telling him about adam etc.
spnpermanon.livejournal.com/9805.html?thread=44... (spnpermanon.livejournal.com/9805.html?thread=44...)



ну и про ее нынешнюю болезнь... я не рискнула усомниться, но народ гадает

[moveforever]

журнал the-fmly-bzns.livejournal.com/ ее журнал по спн УДАЛЕН... два часа назад еще был

upd: в community.livejournal.com/bjfic по тегу nyrak20 ноль постов, хотя должно быть 366...

ютубовский канал пока жив..

[BloodVessel]

мдамс... у меня нет слов...
не, её конечно ничто не оправдывает, но скока фиков, скока видео, скока отчетов пропадет(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

[moveforever]

не, её конечно ничто не оправдывает, но скока фиков, скока видео, скока отчетов пропадет

видео еще есть шанс сохранить
а фики да... отчеты пока в соо вроде целы в открытом, хотя я только в парочку заглянула, но вот фотки пропали, видимо вместе с ее журналом

[BloodVessel]

Видео у меня вроде все есть, фоты тоже... Но вот отчеты не все есть, тока те, что я сохранила из соо...

[moveforever]

вот еще подробности ее деятельности уже в спн фандоме
даже если комментировать уже просто нечего)), но пусть будет

предупреждение спн-фандому callie-828.livejournal.com/182990.html

"What sent me over the edge with all this, though, is that she used this lie to try to get close to Misha Collins. This is mostly why I am going to these lengths to warn people. This is the behavior of someone who is unbalanced at best and completely crazy at worst. She wrote out a letter to Misha detailing the tragic story of how she and her best friend spent the last weeks of his life watching Supernatural together at the hospital, how much he loved Castiel and how it brought them that much closer in his final days. When she first met Misha in an autograph line, I was not there. She told me afterwards that she didn't give him the letter, but she told him a little bit about the story. She said that he was dumbstruck and offered words of comfort and condolences. At this point, she was crying and shaking. I had only just met her but my heart ached for her."

текст целиком, многа букафф

Recently, it came to my attention that one of my "friends" was a less than savory person, to put it mildly. I met the_fmly_bzns, formerly know as inner_justin, in July of 2010 at the Salute to Supernatural convention in New Jersey. I didn't know her before that, so we were actually friends in RL before we were friends on LJ.

During our brief time spent together at the convention in NJ, I learned that she had had a best friend who had died of an AIDS-related illness. His gay partner, also a friend of the_fmly_bzns, committed suicide shortly after, orphaning the couple's very young daughter, who happened to be goddaughter to the_fmly_bzns.

If that sounds too crazy to be true, it's because it is. You can read the whole story at karyn_nomore, an LJ someone created strictly to expose the lies of the_fmly_bzns. In the comments of the post there, someone also posts solid proof of her lies - correspondance with the friend who had supposedly committed suicide, who happens to be very much alive and very much straight.

So why am I making this post? For several reasons. Am I bitter because I got duped? Yes, of course I am. But that's not why I'm doing this. I have been fooled by people before and I never went this far with it. So why now? Because of how far the_fmly_bzns went. I want to help get the word out so no one else is duped. I know there are people on her flist that won't have heard about all of this. And I want people to know from someone who has stamped this with their name just what she did.

She didn't just make up some lies to dupe people on the internet. This was something she played out in real life. For one thing, she used REAL PEOPLE in her ruse, real people who are now aware that she had turned them into a couple and murdered them in her fantasy and are fearful of what else could happen. She exploited very very serious issues like AIDS, suicide, and the well-being of a child. And she did it to people's faces.

When I met her in NJ, I didn't question her story at all. It was too horrible to question. What kind of a person would that have made me? I never once stopped to think that it might not be true. Yes, I'm a cynic, but there she was in front of me. Surely no one would spew lies to someone's face, right?

What sent me over the edge with all this, though, is that she used this lie to try to get close to Misha Collins. This is mostly why I am going to these lengths to warn people. This is the behavior of someone who is unbalanced at best and completely crazy at worst. She wrote out a letter to Misha detailing the tragic story of how she and her best friend spent the last weeks of his life watching Supernatural together at the hospital, how much he loved Castiel and how it brought them that much closer in his final days. When she first met Misha in an autograph line, I was not there. She told me afterwards that she didn't give him the letter, but she told him a little bit about the story. She said that he was dumbstruck and offered words of comfort and condolences. At this point, she was crying and shaking. I had only just met her but my heart ached for her. I rubbed her back and tried as best I could to comfort her. And, I admit, I cried too. It was just too sad. I have a hard time with other people being upset. I cried for her.

It was either later that day or the next that we were standing in line together waiting to get into the auditorium and she had the letter she wanted to give Misha. As it happened, he was in the restroom right next to where we were standing. His assitant/bodyguard/whatever asked us if we would stand back a little from the people in front of us so that once he was out of the restroom, he could cut across the hall to get to where he needed to be. So we did. At this point, the_fmly_bzns pulled the letter detailing her bullshit story out and asked me if she should try to give it to him right them. I said why not? The worst that could happen is that he wouldn't take it. So when he came out and he went to walk by us she caught his attention and held the letter out for him. He clearly recognized her. His face fell and he took her hand with the letter in it in both of his hands, holding it for a moment and looking at her with heartfelt emotion all over his face before taking the letter and walking away. And in that moment I was so grateful to him. I was so grateful that he was so caring, so sincere, so sympathetic. Because I knew how much she needed it.

Writing it all out in detail like this is making me sick to my stomach. To think that none of it was true... it disgusts me to my core. And truthfully? I feel a little guilty about it. I told her all weekend that she should tell Misha her story, that he would surely want to know, that he would sympathize with her. And I sympathized with her, comforted her, paid her the attention she so desperately wanted. I validated her, gratified her, encouraged her. And I hate it. But I guess I'm just not as cynical as I thought I was.

I'm leaving this public because, like I said, I want to get the word out. Read it, share it, link it, whatever. Will she be able to read it? Of course. Am I trying to hurt her feelings? No. But will I go out of my way to spare them? No. She considered the feelings of no one when she did what she did. You reap what you sow.

There were also allegations that I heard from anonymous people that she asked for donations during this whole sham. I cannot speak on that because I have no knowledge of it.

So there you have it. Obviously I encourage everyone to stay far away from the_fmly_bzns. Again, it's not because I want to hurt her but because I want people to protect themselves. She's gone well beyond what most internet fakers do and, quite frankly, it's scary.
Tags: public entry, this shit's too wanky for my journal

[moveforever]

еще подробности, уже просто для коллекции (настолько безумных историй в такой близи, в сети мне еще не приходилось наблюдать,хотя в инете уже... давно, короче))

она оказывается после удаления одного спнного жж успела завести еще один... который быстро расшифровали... его она тоже удалила

yourxpridex.livejournal.com/102261.html
As of Monday night, Karyn's latest journal (trnchcoat_n_pie) has been deleted. However seeing as people are still interested in keeping an eye out for her, here is the way I went to track her down from the_fmly_bzns to trnchcoat_n_pie.

First, let me apologize to my flist who are all probably tired of hearing about this. I also want to apologize to kes1807 whose journal I happened to have open in one of the tabs when I took the screenshots.


So the first place I went during my search was the community she help ran when she was the_fmly_bzns, the_rd_so_far. It's a smallish community so it required very little searching after that. Halfway down on the page was a story called Secrets Confessions on Main Street.

Link to story screenshot

The first thing I really noticed was the username itself. Karyn wasn't one to shy away from using "-" and "_". Secondly, it's obviously a name for a Cas/Dean shipper...which she so obviously was. So I clicked it. I admit, I didn't read much of her writing but she was really good at the one sentence, totally dialog paragraphs. And am I the only one who finds it comical that her first story as her new self was about secrets?

Link to my comment screenshot

So I left a comment. Nothing much to see there.

Link to friends only banner
Link to her public photobucket
Link to url of friends only banner

So obviously, I went to trnchcoat_n_pie and was greeted with a very familiar (boy)friends only banner. I want to thank whoever it was who posted the link to Karyn's photobucket because the first image there is the exact same friends only banner. If that wasn't enough, she was still linking the image from that photobucket account. I may be no expert, but if you want to stay hidden wouldn't you stop using your old stuff? The photobucket also still held the images of Adam and Ikey that was shared with me, but that's neither here nor there just saying she really didn't do a good job cleaning up after herself.

Link to Karyn's Profile's page to see the date the journal was created
Link to screenshot of familiar userpics

As if that wasn't enough proof, I check out the journal's created on date (the 23rd, around the same time the_fmly_bzns disappeared). Curious, I also checked out her userpics and saw that many of them were ones she used in the past (minus the QAF ones...because that would have been too obvious).

And that's all the screencaps I have. I did end up PMing her to that journal a few minutes later, pretty much just letting her know that I found her. And yeah, she responded within a few minutes. I personally believe that the only reason why she responded was because she was worried that I would share what I knew. A few minutes after talking to her, her entire journal changed (the style, she removed the friends only banner, all her userpics, and she deleted any profile information) and by Monday evening everything was gone.

So yeah, this information is basically useless now, I know however it does give a nice... lead on where she would go next. I've given up hunting Karyn. She told me she wasn't doing the journal thing anymore. I don't really believe her but in the end I guess it's really none of my business what she does. If I were keeping an eye out for her, I would consider keeping an eye on captainpixie and kajmere journals as they were two of the four friends she had at her trnchcoat_n_pie journal.

и еще удалено соо sunshine_ai , так я понимаю в свое время созданное, что бы поддержать ее (еще давно и совсем не в связи с этой историей) оно в заглавном посте было указано в karyn-nomore... когда тема только появилась оно еще работало...

[BloodVessel]

настолько безумных историй в такой близи, в сети мне еще не приходилось наблюдать

да уж...
Когда ж она уже успокоится... Вот маньячка то(((

[moveforever]

продолжение банкета.. или почти год спустя... брр... надо еще раз перечитать,а то что-то у меня перепуталось все

karyn-nomore.livejournal.com/1242.html

пишет karyn-nomore:

I thought it was over too.
electrolitestar (electrolitestar.livejournal.com/)

One look at the profile style, the icons, and even the banner is an indication of her presence. It mirrors her previous journals -- inner_justin and the deleted journal. This journal was created the day she deleted her previous hidden journal.

Profile (electrolitestar.livejournal.com/profile)

Underneath the cut you'll find an "explanation" for her handle. She also claims to know Karyn through no definitive means. She's even writing like her, typing like her, and has set up her journal in an identical way.



This ends now.
Converse <3

So I come back from a weekend vacation to find my inbox flooded with nasty emails, and comments on my journal from people. So here is where this ends. NOW. I refuse to answer anyone directly anymore. I honestly thought people were friending me because of my fics. How naive am I? I'm sure most of you will come back to this journal to check more so I am making this top post.

I will tell you I know Karyn but only through twitter. She went to a convention about a year ago, people were retweeting her tweets from the convention and I started following her. We became friends through there. Quite frankly it's none of anyone's fucking business but there you go. I am now aware she has dating sites out with the same handler name as mine. She asked me if she could use the handler, dumb I know. I have no idea when she opened those sites. In fact I hadn't even been to one or knew what she was using it for until I so nicely received a PM linking me to her dating site. Thank you for that, but I'm not interested in dating her. I assured her it was no big deal to use my handler not knowing the un-needed drama it would cause. I asked her to take the sites down or at least change her handler. She assured me she would.

The intense comments of "Oh this HAS to be you, Karyn. You write just like her." Well I wouldn't even be writing if it weren't for her, so yeah. It's true. I probably do have her style.

Oh and in case you all care, YES SHE ALREADY HAS ANOTHER LIVEJOURNAL. And YES she's apart of fandom again. So go run and find it. I honestly don't care if you find her other name now. I really don't. I've already told her what kind of drama and chaos this has caused me. I'm not happy. Now that all of this is sinking in I believe possibly she did this on purpose? I don't know. How can I tell? She probably won't tell me if she did considering the amount of information I found on her and what kind of person she really is.

I know a lot of the back story that took place about a year ago finally after she admitted it to me. Karyn is the one who got me into most of the fandoms I am in. But I'm not going to sit here and divulge her personal business with all of you before you even begin to ask. Oh, where is she? You all seem to have such amazing stalking skills, go find out yourselves.

Mia is my nickname. SOME of you know my real name. Some don't. But if you honestly think I am going to plaster my real name on the internet, you are all out of your fucking minds.

You all don't believe me? I don't fucking care. I've already tried to tell one person all of this and I was called a liar. Good for you, asshole. I don't need to prove anything to you people online. Cause that's all this is you know. ONLINE. And yes I'm aware Karyn did bad things. I know most of the story, like I said. But seriously, all of you have nothing better to do with your pathetic lives than stalk someone out to see if they have a livejournal? Is that seriously what you do during your day? And then fine, you find her journal. Then what? You rev up that community you made for her again? Have at it. But I swear to God if I see my handler name mentioned again in ANY community accusing me of things that are not true, it's not going to be pretty.

I'm not condoning what she did. In fact, I think it's pretty disgusting. In fact I may change my handler name now that this is all going on (Which in turn will just make me look even more guilty but whatever I guess.) but give it up. Go harass someone else.

So this is it. I do not want to recieve another fucking email. Another fucking PM. Another fucking comment on my journal. I have no problem reporting anyone to Livejournal and reporting your stalking asses. I also have no problem contacting my local police department and putting in a harrassment charge. As easy as it was to "find" Karyn like you all thought you did, it would be just as easy for the PD to find all of you.

I don't care what Karyn did to you all and how she needs to apologize etc. I don't give a flying fuck. I guess in a way I have been "duped" too by her but I'm not going to run and hide. But that being said, what I care about is MY PERSONAL PRIVACY being violated. So seriously leave me the fuck alone.

This serves as a warning to fans who've come in contact with her recently under this new persona. No one deserves this kind of deception again and it is obvious she has no remorse for what she had done and probably will continue to do. Do not encourage this new personality.

[Миралинда]

Мутная какая-то история. Зачем брать чьё-то имя или ник, что у иннерджастин фантазии не хватило ник придумать? Мне кажется это ее очередной заскок.

[moveforever]

Миралинда
и этот журнал electrolitestar теперь тоже удален, вчера еще был...
безумие какое-то